[Jack-In-The-Box;xo]

I live in one of those towns where people tend to be born, live and die in. Alot of the people living here, grew up here, and got jobs here, and had babies here, and will never leave. The idea of that is my worst nightmare. It's not that I hate my hometown! Not at all, In fact I love it, and will always be proud of where I came from, but the world is so much bigger to me. I'm scared to do anything in the form of planting roots here, incase I get attatched. The last reason I would want to stay somewhere is because I don't think it will get any better, or because that place is as good a place as any. Right now my feet are itching so bad. I want to get away now. I want to soak up everything the world has to offer me. To me, the worst things to feel in life are boredom, loneliness and monotony. I don't want to do anything reckless though. I haven't the courage to run away, although escapism is something I always wish I'd tried when I was younger. Maybe if I had, I wouldn't feel so stuck right now. I dream of full suitcases and a train journey. And right now is perfect timing: before adulthood, when it's still okay to be immature sometimes and make foolish decisions, but far enough from childhood to be taken seriously.I thrive on change and re-invention.And right now the biggest dream inside me, is getting anywhere, far away.I'm excited by the world that is bursting with opportunities!Just a few more years.
Peace;xo